IT take two

I made a point of apologizing to every one, checking on Roddy and spending some more time talking to Anakin before i headed up to check on Rose.
By now every one knows she suffers from Chronic insomnia when shes upset, and she's not much for sedation. Ratchet has the dents to prove it.
She's not been much for sleeping in the last few days since we were rescued. Tonight how ever, I caught her doing somethign that I was prying that i would never have to put up with again until we got back to earth.
HOW In the NAME of PRIMUS she got that dammed thing delivered to a ship going faster than the speed of light i will never know. Jetfire, if I find out you did it, your on KP For the rest of your natural LIFE.
:Jet' swallows::

Of course im talking about that damm movie.
The 20th anniversery edtion came out and she got her paws on one.

That was the LAST thing in space, on earth , or in the whole universe she needed after what happened.
She got it. So when i went to her room to check on her last night, I thought she was asleep. I was about to leave when I heard it. Muffed sounds of her crying. I heard it and I spotted that stupid dvd on her table. ::Glares and plans on spacing it::

I turned on the light and had her roll over to look up at me with Silver eyes blurred by tears.

I wanted to shout, "YOU DIDN'T" at the top of my vocals but i just couldnt bring my
self to do that to her. She just looked at me for a few seconds and then proceeded to fling her arms around me and bury her head in my shoulder.

"Im sorry Rose," I told her, "I should have stopped you."

"I can't go through it again," She sobed, "I cant loose you a second time."

"You wont."

She raised her head and looked up at me, "If you go ..."

"Forget that stupid bit of 80's animation trash please? I'm not gonna die."

"You dont know that." She insisted.

And then proceeded to bury her head in me and start again.

I hate that stupid movie, I really do.
It took a good hour or more to finally get her clamed down enough, and FINALLY it did take the intravention of Rat. Shes gonna be pissed over that when she wakes up but i think it was something that had to be done.

I didnt realize how scared she was, afraid that I'd wind up dead. That she'd be alone again.
I dont know if thats a posiblity or not, honstly.
I think that what its going to come down to is just how powerful Unicron has gotten and in the end i dont know what the real out come is going to be .
But I am worried about her now.
She seems doing some what better and at least is sleeping in to day. But shes's still who she is and when that gets out of her system. Were going to be right back where we were.
I had hoped that the monsters that hautned this universe would stop bothering us.
The sad trugh is, the only way we are going to get lasting peace is if we fight for it.
I just pray I am up to the challenge.

I do have one more thign to say, I know that those we fight out there are reading this, that you can somehow see what i have to say and you will use this against me.

Listen to me now. YOU will leave my friends alone, you will stop haunting the woman i love and you will go back to what ever hole you came out of.
Stay away from them, when the time comes to fight then We will, I will fight you.

Prime.