Never Truly Alone

As I stand here, on this memorial day evening, all I keep thinking to my self over and over agian is that "He's Gone."
I let him walk right out of my life a second time. And all I could do was to stand there and watch. This time though, he promised me that there would be no sudden deaths, no abandonments that would take nearly half a life time to reslove. This time he swore to me, that he would be back.
Orion Pax, Optimus Prime, Swore to ME that he would come back.
The moment that he left will be etched into my heart and soul forever.

"Dammit! Rion Take me with you!"

He shook his head at me, "I cant ask you to do that, and I wont."
He walked over and gently lifted my face up to look at him, "you have a life here and I expect you to go on living it."

"But..."

"What? What if I dont come back again?" He smiled, "Thats what your thinking right?"

I Finally managed to nod through my tears, "What if you dont come back?"

"Let's fix it So I have to," He told me.

He stepped back from me and I saw his hands move up to his chest. The next moment there was a great blinding blue flash. When i could see again he was holding some thing out to me on a chain.
"You hold the Matrix for me," He pasued to put it around my neck and then fluff my hair out. "I have to come back then."

"Rion ... "I gapped, "I.. cant!"

"Yes you can," He turned away from me and headed back to the ship, his Ark 2, " And one more thing. I'd come back for you with out that. I've spent to long looking for you to loose you now."

And then they were gone.
Back to the stars where they had come to me from.
I stand there and look at this thing I have around my neck in wonder. Maybe He DOES love me too and ive been to dumb or blind to see.
What ever happens i know this, My heart, my soul, my spark, are with him and all of them.
Come back to the women you have here boys, cus if you dont.
Im comming after you.

RP1

The Fallen, and The Clash of the Red Heads.

I supsected that Sidious would take some kind of action against me as a response to what I have pleged my self and mine to do. However I did not know or suspect just how far the mad man would go and how well that term does apply to him.
I am greatful to whatever force that controls the universe for the thunderstorm that we had here last night. IF not for that I would have most likely been in recharge and would not have found out what was going on until it was to late.
As it was I was awake watching the storm. We do not have weather as such on Cybertron and I have always been facinated by this phenomemnon. So I was down out of Rose's room when I heard it.
Something between a thump and a slide. But it was enough to make me go and investigate. What i found shocked and horrified me.
A creature from my world called the fallen was standing in the middle of Rose's room, his three followers accompaning him. Besides this there was a Woman, slightly younger than rose, with hair a much more unplesent and harsh shade of read standing there, a horrid little smirk on her perfect lips.
The reason she was smileing so turned out to be what she was watching. Mindwipe, on of the Fallen's three followers, and a Vampier wannabe, had My poor Rose Pinned to the wall by her arms and was doing his best to completely pick her mind appart.
All of the others stood there and seemed to be truly enjoying this.
Needless to say I had no intention of letting this Girl be hurt for the comittiments i had made.
Im sure all of you out there can guess what occured next.
Still durring this battle there was one thing that they had never planned on, just how strong and stubborn Roseprincess is.
While his Alies Bugly and Bludegon made to follow thier Leader after me, Mindwipe dropped The girl back on to the bed. Rose is very intellegent, and suspected that she would be a target. So she took precautions.
those being Secreting a very special fier arm under her pillow before she went to sleep that night. All of us who heard the scream looked up exepting to See The Other red heahed woman attacking Rose, all of us were shocked to see Rose standing there with This girl, Who i later learned was called Jade, In a head lock with A certain Walter P 38 pressed into her spine.
"Make one more move," I heard rose snarl, "And i will serve this twisted lil twig you call a back bone up on a plate!"
She then turned and faced all of the others, "back off, or you go back to Palpatine sans his lacky !"
Finally they all did as she said and she tossed them the other girl.
"Foolish Child," Fallen told her, "Do you..."
"KNow what im messing with?" She finished , "Yah I do. And if you think I am afraid of choas then think again. All i have ever had in my life is Chaos! Go back to your masters and tell them they arent welcome here."

So somethign serious had been averted But there was one problem. If the Fallen is here than that can mean only one thing. His master is not far behind.
I would have thought that not even some one like Sidious was capeable off this, endangering the whole universe to get revenge on one small planet?
He really is mad.
If the Fallen is there then Unicron cannot be far behind.
I can only pray that it was chance and that they do not decide to ally with one another.
Unicron is defeatable, but the two of them together may prove worse than any one can imagaine.
I will not turn back though, and nither will Rose or my men.
We have to win this.
For everyones sake.

Comittment and Roses

I susupect now that this will become more my blog than Rose's in the near future.
And so yet again the destny of the Matrix calls me to battle. I would like to reiterate here what I stated in the post on Kenya Starflights Blog, We are fully committed to the cause. If you need assistance Then please contact all of us.
(That goes for me to!!: Megatron)
I will not stand by while innocents get hurt. Evil florishies when good men do nothing. I will not let this happen.
We have been absent from the online communties for a week or so due to the fact that I believe everything has taken a toll on my Precious Rose. Work , her grandmother's death and everything else in her normal human life has caused her to need to take some time off. She will be fine, but I have been lax in my duties due to looking after her.
no more. Still She is a great part of the reason i am here, and i will allow no one to harm her world. I will not fail another woman.
To my friend Lord Vader.
I found something out while searching for a way to comfort Rose about her sadness, that while she hides it very well, is still there.
Something that will comfort the two of us as well. And may bring you some peace.
I found out that humans, terrans in ancient times believed that the spark, soul, would go on after death. That there would be signs of this if you knew where to look. One of those was Roses.
If red roses grew on the grave of a beloved woman, then she had found a way to trancend death, and gone on to live again.
I found for Rose, red roses on her grandmother's grave.
I found for my self, red roses on my beloved Elita's.
Lord vader, I am sure you know having recently seen it, that there are red roses growing on HER grave as well.

You have my committment as a warrior, and as a friend.
I will not back down until this world is safe, and all of those who wish for freedom have it.

Prime.