To Kenya

I finally make it up to the ark from the chaos on the ice ball below and find more up there.
The moment I am there I see a tall thin blond man in a red trench talking to Anakin, which is where both roddy and Orion Immdeiately head.
I on the other hand am left standing in the hall out side off the room across from teh one that Ratchet says is reserved for me.
I feel my lil cat buddy, no back in beast mode, rub against my leggs and nudge me toward the door.
I dont know what I was expecting to find when i looked in there. But what I did see was just Kenya, there on the bed, looking like she was sleeping.
Someone had left a chair there next to her and so I headed in and sat down. It took me a few seconds to think of something to say but when I finally did manage something It was this.

"Listen, I don't know if you can hear me in there, and I don't really know what to say. So I'm just going to tell you what they told me when it was my turn to be in here.
So here goes.
First off, I know that right now it must feel like that if you come back, your only comming back to a world full of hate and pain. That the dark seems so much more peaceful, but death is never the answer. You can only get over the way you feel by living.
Then there's the fact that I'm sure your wondering is it worth it to come back and keep on going. You have people here that love you and care about you, isnt that always worth it?"
I take a deep breath and try to put more of this in to words for her.
" I guess however maybe deep down your wondering if you really do love HIM. And you have probably had a head full of voices telling you that there's no way for it to work. What you have to do, the only way your going to beat the dark, is if you look at your feelings and decide what it is you really want. If it turns out that you really do , then you have to believe that your love for him isnt bad, wrong, or immoral."
"Love is the greatest gift that sentient beings were ever given. It dosent care about social standing, cultuer or anything else. And you have no control over who you fall in love with. God, or what everyou want to call it, made some one speical for everyone, and he dosent make mistakes.
When you sort out all of this in your heart, when you know what it is you feel, what ever doubts you have will leave, and there will be no one that can stop you from taking back what's yours. Taking back EVERYTHING that's yours. "
"I know how lame that must sound now, i guess i thought it was lame then too. But its the Truth pure and simple."
I want to say more but right then I feel someone touch my shoulder and look up to see Orion behind me.
"Come on out Rose, Its time."
I sigh and take one more look at my friend, feeling like I havent acomplished squat.
I get up and follow him back out in to the hall way and watch as the door shuts.
Your in my prayers now Kneya. Please dont give up.