Twins, Chaos,Mourning My dog.

sorry it's been so long since I've posted. The fact of the matter is my life has been so complex as of late that I really havent had the time. I have to be honest, With out the guys over the last couple of weeks i dont think that I would have been able to make it through all of this. With out thier shoulders to cry on with out them to listen to me and not make any judgements, chances are I probally would have gone to pieces.
It all stared about two weeks ago when I came in from work and found my mom on the phone to my sister, it turned out the woman had just given birth to a pair of twins. I knew exactly what this was going to do. My mother and every other female in my family would suddenly be going ape over this. Its not that i was really jealous so to speak but it would have been nice if they had made as big of a deal over my degrees as they did over her having children. Granted a piece of paper isnt as big of a deal as a child, but just once i would love to see some one make a fuss over something I loved.
Then there was the chaos at work, a whole pack of teen agers quitwhich left lil ol manager me to get this mess fixed. Getting the new ones hired and the refit of the store took a lot more time and effort than i would have ever thought possible. Thankfully all of the guys did a good job at keeping me centered but it was still hard.
Then personal tragdy hit. Someone felt compled to feed my poor lil pure bred bicon anti freeze. Two days later he was dead. I have gotten my self a new puppy because i mised my other one so badly that i had to. But i will never forget the one i lost nor will i ever forgive the person that did it. The guys did the best they could to help me but it was again something that will always cause me pain.